The Kenneth Glow Up Effect

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I want to publish something because next week Life with Ken will be on spring break for a notable period of time. That said, I don’t know what to publish right now. I want contributors and people to create content and be featured and help take off some of the load. I also realize that even though that’s what I want, that may not be what’s best. I wanted to write an article on some workouts that I like right now. The problem with that is doing the research is a bit time consuming, particularly with my schedule. I am planning that content for Thursday, but I don’t like promising things because if they don’t happen then I’ve positioned myself and the audience to be let down.

This constant dynamic stifles my confidence. Because on one hand I want to promise things and do the things I promise. On the other hand, I constantly solve for the chance I can’t follow through on something. Therefore, I don’t make promises but also it makes it harder for me to believe in myself. I’m having a challenge with that in general right now. I want evidence. I want to live what I say and proclaim and propagandize myself over. I want it to be true for me. I don’t like doing personal blog style posts that often anymore because as of right now they are elaborate ways of me saying I’m poor without saying I’m poor.