Choosing Over Feeling

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Sometimes there is a whole list of things I don’t feel like doing on any given day. Occasionally life can feel like a drag. The existential things that I think about are: will I ever reach the pinnacle of success I want? Or, can I keep creating content about self-improvement two-three times a week for the next 50+ years? Sometimes I don’t feel like taking care of myself or the people in my immediate sphere of influence.

I work 12+ hour days every day. And you know what, sometimes I’m like I don’t feel like producing content, improving and amplifying the Life with Ken brand, or developing other business ventures. Maybe you can relate. In life you can end up having responsibilities that you didn’t anticipate. In my prayer time, when I talk to God, sometimes I say, Lord I feel like just telling the truth.

The truth is I don’t want to write every day. Being encouraging and inspiring all the time is exhausting. I could go on and on about the things I don’t want to do. That powers that be in life can persecute you, take everything away from you, and leave you with nothing but object sadness and misery.